I’ve been trying so hard in the past few weeks to wrap my head around what’s going on but nothing seems to make sense.
NOTHING about any of this makes sense.
As much as I’d like it to not be true, the only logical explanation is that I’ve spent the past four years loving a stranger, loving someone who managed to hide who she truly was. Or maybe it was there all along and I just refused to see it. Either way, I don’t know who this person is anymore.
What a loss.